Bill and I are pretty much officially together now. He makes me so happy. We're in Grand Rapids right now and he's taking me out to lunch, then we're gonna' go to the mall so he can get some stuff, then to a movie, then to dinner. Wow, I'm spoiled...haha
Finished another semester of school, sooo thankful to be done. Looking for a full time job, if anyone knows of anything, let me know!
I'm living with my grandma right now if anyone was wondering, I'm a lot happier there than at my mom's but what do you expect? I need a full time job so I can get out on my own again. I'm hoping to find something this month and have my own apartment within the next two months. Ambitious, I can do it.
I'm currently working in the Newaygo County Prosecuting Attorney's office, it's very interesting and I like it but I don't work enough hours to pay rent anywhere. The experience is worthwhile, though.
School starts back up again tomorrow. I'm not excited at all. Well, except maybe for the self defense class just because I think it might be fun. Driving to school tomorrow will not be fun, though, seeing as how we have all kinds of winter storm warnings. I was hoping it stayed un-winter like until spring came, heh. I'm just not that lucky I guess. I'll be stuck in GR from 7:45 AM to 4:45 PM every Monday and Wednesday.
So, some of you may wonder what I've been doing lately. I've pretty much just been hanging out with Bill in the evenings and then usually Jim and Roy or Katey and Trent during the days. I got a job at Wendy's which I already had orientation for and I start on Tuesday, and I will also soon be working at the District courthouse in White Cloud. I'm not sure if I can handle working two jobs and going to school, so if it doesn't work out I will definitely be quitting Wendy's. It's gonna' suck anyway.
My doggy is doing good, for those of you that don't know I bought a purebred siberian husky and I am pretty much in love with him--he's my baby. His name is Bandit, he's black and white with bright blue eyes.
Excuse how boring this is but I just got really tired and sleep is definitely what I'm about to do.
So...Heather and I pierced my nose yesterday. see picture. I like it. It hurt a LOT though, worse than my tattoo. Last night was CRAZY. "There's always something more you wish he'd say..." I'm so glad I read Liz's away message. It fits me perfect right now, haha. November 27=interview at Michigan Works. I'm applying at this placed called HGA Services on Monday that is looking for people to work in a group home with mentally disabled people. Said you only need a high school diploma and they do paid training so...that'd be cool if that went through. Otherwise, I applied at Wal-Mart and if all else fails I'm not afraid to work at Burger King. Yup yup. I'm taking next semester off of school to work full time and save up some money. I'm sooo poor right now. That's all for a while.
My birthday was Saturday. Friday night, Saturday morning, and Saturday night were all pretty crazy. Not gonna' go into details, but just trust me. It was crazy. Anyway, so I'm 19 now. Who wants to go to Canada?!
Uhh...I still live downtown with Heather, Mike, Trent, and Jeremy. I still like it, but Heather and I are continuously looking for our own place. Money is always tight, so it's hard. We'll figure something out, though.
Yesterday was Halloween...I looooove Halloween. 11 of us went out and played hide and seek in the corn field and it was a lot of fun. During the earlier hours Mike let us parade him around in a prom dress...I sat in Vince's grass with my devil horns on and watched him give little kid's candy and Katey make a sad attempt at skateboarding.
I've been having a lot of really nostalgic, painful dreams lately...mostly relating to Brad. I don't know why all of a sudden, it's been almost a year since I've talked to him and I've been doing really well. Who knows...probably just that time of year. "I remember November"...Emerson Drive.
Since I'm not online much anymore I have a hard time getting online and staying online...I get bored really quickly. Soo yeah I don't really have anything to say. Oh, I don't have a cell phone anymore. If you want to talk to me you're gonna' have to...come to my house. Or email me. Or something, because the only person that lives with me that has a phone has a prepaid phone so the only time I really have a phone is when Katey or David is at the house.
Between two fingers I hold the key to relieving my frustrations Light it up, breathe in the poison, hold and exhale Lingering smoke It twists up and around, graceful, delicate-smoke My eyes follow its path, my eyes burn A single tear rolls down my cheek Pain or pleasure? Both Like a razor to the wrist, nicotine is to the lungs Seeing blood trickling down my arm never hurt Inhaling toxins into my lungs doesn't either The feeling is relaxation Those little annoyances vanish for a few minutes A slow motion suicide... Razor to the wrist, not depp at first but gradually i n c r e a s i n g Cigarette to the lungs, gray at first but gradually b l a c k e n i n g Death from cutting Death from inhaling We make the decision Between two fingers I hold the key to relieving my frustrations